self-reflection

i do self-reflection once in awhile... to realise all the mistakes made and work on that... i dont normally blog about this cause i find it personal but this time seems ok so i might as well just say it upfront... nothing to hide anyway... ok lets start on my self reflection...

wrong-doings i had done:

1. PMS (nothing uncommon)
2. bad temper
3. unable to think before i act
4. cant think straight and uncertain what i want to do
5. not accompanying my family enough
6. hmm... is there really so much to say? =P

repairing in progress:

1. how to cure PMS? anyone can help? been PMSing for long long time but hasnt been as bad as before... but its still bad...
2. my temper was really bad back in primary school and i managed to tone down since the day my best friend told me and supported me through the change... but now my temper is getting bad and im still thinking what triggered it... i'll work on this and learn more self-control...
3. me and my mindless acts... i have this lump of cells in my skull but im not using it properly... shall try to think about consequences before doing anything...
4. my mind seems clogged up or something when i want to make a decision... i want this yet i want that... it may be in nature to be fickle-minded but are choices that hard to make?
5. ever since in IPP working 8.30-6 havent got the time for my family... been going out cause i felt deprive of time with such long working hours... my mummy said she missed me... *sobz* i shall spend more time at home with my family and not go out so often...
6. ok so theres no 6. in this entry but i guess it should have a purpose...

a public apology to the people i may have offended, made u upset, unhappy with my doings and im truely sorry for having made it difficult and bad for you... im open to comments so if theres any area you feel i can improve on and if its for valid reasons i will do my best...

thanks... peace...