final presentation

at last my final presentation today!! didn't get to present my engine cause teddy likes the lab upstairs with a projector... when my engine MUST be running from my computer downstairs... -_-" ended up spending most of my time watching my partner present her application... gotta present to teddy again on wednesday so my final presentation is still counted NoT oVeR... sighz...


left school early for my interviews at an IT company and at a hotel... both went pretty smoothly... better than expected cause i was expecting mean and "evil" interviewers who can't wait to put me in predicament and bombard me with all the tricky questions that even com skills can't teach... haha... but the interviewers were pretty light on me, very friendly and nice people to chat with...


but here's my huge dilemma i have now... where to go from here? tho i'm not sure which job i've gotten but i'm thinking what if i make it through both interviews? i was hoping i could just get into either one so that can let fate decide for me or else both also don't get than i don't have to think so much... i'm bad with making decisions so i did rather leave it to someone or something to do the decision making for me...


ya it's my life and i know that since i knew i'm going through an everyday thing called life... blah blah blah i'm talking rubbish again... never mind if you can't understand cause i don't too... -_-" going back to the topic on this is my life my choice thingy... i really don't know what i want in life... i just wish life was more simple... able to get by each day with no worries and enjoying a peace of mind... but in singapore apparently not possible... a million years not possible unless you want to be a rich tai tai... but even tai tai's has to worry one day they will make their husbands go bankrupt with their extreme spending habits that are hard to quit once you start... hmm ok i'm crapping nonsense again... think i'm tired... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz