delete?

where's the delete button when i need one... some times i wish i can simply erase all the unhappy memories... like a filter that takes away all the bad and leaves the good behind...

i'm trained to be independent... but once in awhile, i wish for someone to rely on...

hoping that when i need a shoulder to cry on, someone will lend me their shoulder...
hoping that when i don't feel like talking, someone will sit next to me just so i won't be lonely...
hoping that when i feel sad and confused, someone will just hold me tight and tell me it's going to be ok...

being independent can be lonely at times... even tho i can do whatever and whenever i want, there are times when i just wish i had somebody there for me... being alone gives me the time to think alot, which is bad... i realised my character is like; i can forgive a person, but it's hard to forget the pain... i used to say mean things without a second thought which ended up hurting people, probably it's retribution...

i gonna have to agree: what goes around, comes around...
just no running from it...